Stalking Life....

I want to be one of those people that can charge forward through life - making definitive decisions, rushing headlong into the future - instead of waiting, watching, peering slowly over the hedges. I want to kick ass and not even bother to take names. I'm no one's fucking secretary! :>)

I feel like I am on the precipice of something - I just don't know if it's something good or something bad, but something is out there waiting to ponce onto/into my life. Heck, I'm probably on a cliff about to get pushed off knowing my luck.

In any case, maybe I'll have a moment to decide to jump into something new before I'm pushed.

Ennui

I think the fog is lifting...just a little bit. I'm finally feeling a bit more myself. Hormones have been wacky to the point of psychosis lately. I'm still not certain what was going on. In any case, I am glad that things seem to be settling.

But, for how long? There's always something new waiting in the wings.